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March 7th, 2021 at 5:14:52 PM permalink
Quote: OnceDear

Yes. I'd seen that, too, which is why I observed that parts of America had such a department. It doesn't even seem to be a State wide department, but what would I know?

As to typos... And not being pedantic or trying to bully someone for using Alexa. . .

Quote: HokusPokus

I have a bachelor's in phycology, what physiological skills are relevant to game design?


I would never expect to see myself misspell my own physics degree as a Bachelor's in psychics. One just doesn't spend years getting such a qualification and then spell it so wrong! Does one? Even with Alexa?
And to conflate psychology with physiology and phycology, let alone 'description' with 'discrimination' and 'aid' with 'aide'! You job is managing aid, for goodness sake.

Somehow HokusPokus's posts just don't seem right and I'm not the only one to notice that.

Now, if someone presented a benefit claim to HokusPokus and he thought it was fraudulent, then, sure, he'd be entitled and obliged to investigate with the tools at his disposal. If an anonymous person, or even an identified person made any claim whatsoever, unrelated to such submitted paperwork, then I cannot see what business it is of his or his department.
"I shot the sheriff." Does that admission entitle him to search his departments computer for evidence, thereof?



OnceDear makes a great point. I have lpd but I'm not going to misspell a math term since i have those words down by memory from my college years.
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March 7th, 2021 at 9:25:23 PM permalink
Quote: USpapergames

So I only came back because I got a message from OnceDear wanting an explanation so here goes it. The last thing that I want is special privilege's since my life hasn't been filed with them. If Axel Wolf thinks its unfair that I not be suspended & I can't argue because he makes some logical points then suspending myself is what I should do. All I have been preaching since I've been a member here is that I value fairness. I wont make any more posts until I have AlexWolf's approval. It's like a poker play taking money off the table to give to their wife while still playing, its acceptable if everyone agrees but the second one person has an issue its a casino violation.

Also let me clarify something. I had to ask my self why I didn't just ask Dr. Jacobson to stop bullying me & the answer that I came up with is that it makes me look pathetic to ask someone to stop attacking you. And its more complicated then that, I have been dealing with self destructive behavior for a very long time. I remember as a kid playing soccer and caring so much about dribbling the ball past the other kids but for some reason I would just crack under pressure or just give up completely once I reached the goalie & this is by far not the only example of me shooting my self in the foot when I need to run. I have a serious problem in that i have an apatite for put downs. A part of me enjoys it when someone attacks what I care about because I use that energy to drive my passion farther. So what I'm saying is that a part of me is so messed up that I want Dr. Jacobson to continue with his outlandish claims about my skill set but I don't want him to later use the excuse that he didn't know what he was doing, which is why I just wanted to inform him that he was being a bully.

Nvm, I guess AlexWolf already said something

Yeah, I was just busting OD's ball(s) and yours too is all.

So the question is, have you been asked directly? Are you and Hocuspocus the same person?
♪♪Now you swear and kick and beg us That you're not a gamblin' man Then you find you're back in Vegas With a handle in your hand♪♪ Your black cards can make you money So you hide them when you're able In the land of casinos and money You must put them on the table♪♪ You go back Jack do it again roulette wheels turinin' 'round and 'round♪♪ You go back Jack do it again♪♪
USpapergames
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March 7th, 2021 at 10:10:44 PM permalink
Quote: AxelWolf

Yeah, I was just busting OD's ball(s) and yours too is all.

So the question is, have you been asked directly? Are you and Hocuspocus the same person?



Yep, and I'm probably going to get a lot of shit for it but I never intended to keep up the charade much longer. I got the information I was seeking and I'm prepared for what ever the consequences are. I am seriously messed up in the head and love to hurt myself. Believe it or not the thread where I asked if anyone wanted me dead, I was 1 of the voters but I was actually happy that someone else wants me dead also. Everyone I know has been telling me I'm just wasting my time on designing games when I should be working on greater more important things. I'm nothing but a loser and that's just who I will always be. I hate myself more then you hate me so your not going to win that competition lol. Born to be a loser and nothing more. I'm giving away all my games. Go ahead and steal away. I don't want to compete in this terrible, unfair industry that doesn't know anything about game design and I have to teach everyone just so they can understand why all my games are better than the competition. Could you imagine me having to teach Mr. Hyneman about physics so that he could then see the value in my designs??? I'm serious I quit. Take my work you have my permission.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1DnNyW1BTEtNZPaTso82FYqNuoZmzc9hQ6zzq2YfM7a4/edit

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1wXLWefjo-xOUDrSYegbQW2Q_qNaaOivFE_AYYi6vEhI/edit?usp=drivesdk

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1UmAIN3CZB4MmheBGARLaDk2AAyCjezrCWvaP3kGMkxk/edit

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1YghJviAGQvTLWA9-WAbA7HLgX5DDX5Db4mxLAV3ICyk/edit

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1BIK8wXuduNG1XHC__605UGV0IjdmHHmVaUXr2aKc2Kc/edit

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1mSHgoWrcFoBYixGZzJFR-BIiDXlziUwqUGsae4fZVqU/edit

https://docs.google.com/document/d/13R0jdrvK0TnRinkq7AoNdy0-OKZF3PMSk8-jATbQIAw/edit

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1ZU1I46yJs_nyDv7RnpbOFAWHG8Gj9Zj3DI8-gK2PTD4/edit

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1-daoqMkefHRYQJiX-CmeFNZ2eKHZpJUL/view?usp=drivesdk
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March 7th, 2021 at 10:40:04 PM permalink
Edit: Said something stupid.
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March 8th, 2021 at 1:07:46 AM permalink
Quote: USpapergames

Yep, and I'm probably going to get a lot of shit for it but I never intended to keep up the charade much longer. I got the information I was seeking and I'm prepared for what ever the consequences are. I am seriously messed up in the head and love to hurt myself. Believe it or not the thread where I asked if anyone wanted me dead, I was 1 of the voters but I was actually happy that someone else wants me dead also. Everyone I know has been telling me I'm just wasting my time on designing games when I should be working on greater more important things. I'm nothing but a loser and that's just who I will always be. I hate myself more then you hate me so your not going to win that competition lol. Born to be a loser and nothing more. I'm giving away all my games. Go ahead and steal away. I don't want to compete in this terrible, unfair industry that doesn't know anything about game design and I have to teach everyone just so they can understand why all my games are better than the competition. Could you imagine me having to teach Mr. Hyneman about physics so that he could then see the value in my designs??? I'm serious I quit. Take my work you have my permission.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1DnNyW1BTEtNZPaTso82FYqNuoZmzc9hQ6zzq2YfM7a4/edit

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1wXLWefjo-xOUDrSYegbQW2Q_qNaaOivFE_AYYi6vEhI/edit?usp=drivesdk

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1UmAIN3CZB4MmheBGARLaDk2AAyCjezrCWvaP3kGMkxk/edit

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1YghJviAGQvTLWA9-WAbA7HLgX5DDX5Db4mxLAV3ICyk/edit

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1BIK8wXuduNG1XHC__605UGV0IjdmHHmVaUXr2aKc2Kc/edit

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1mSHgoWrcFoBYixGZzJFR-BIiDXlziUwqUGsae4fZVqU/edit

https://docs.google.com/document/d/13R0jdrvK0TnRinkq7AoNdy0-OKZF3PMSk8-jATbQIAw/edit

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1ZU1I46yJs_nyDv7RnpbOFAWHG8Gj9Zj3DI8-gK2PTD4/edit

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1-daoqMkefHRYQJiX-CmeFNZ2eKHZpJUL/view?usp=drivesdk

I suggest you quickly confess to Mike Via PM and he may show some mercy. You broke one of the big NO, NO rules here so you could post during your suspension. Weren't you arguing with and supporting yourself with that 2nd account? The true definition of a sockpuppet.

As far as the rest of the stuff, like calling yourself a loser and having various other problems. I suggest you talk to somebody qualified to deal with this stuff who can help you through all of that. Aside from that, you might want to look into some type of life coach who can help you succeed. People told you from the beginning, you should do less talkin/bragging and listen to some of the advice that was being given. I hope you don't get nuked permanently and hopefully you can use this as some type of learning lesson. Personally I think you need a big sign that reminds you to be more humble.

Whatever happens, I certainly wish you good luck and success.
♪♪Now you swear and kick and beg us That you're not a gamblin' man Then you find you're back in Vegas With a handle in your hand♪♪ Your black cards can make you money So you hide them when you're able In the land of casinos and money You must put them on the table♪♪ You go back Jack do it again roulette wheels turinin' 'round and 'round♪♪ You go back Jack do it again♪♪
USpapergames
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March 8th, 2021 at 2:18:21 AM permalink
Quote: AxelWolf

I suggest you quickly confess to Mike Via PM and he may show some mercy. You broke one of the big NO, NO rules here so you could post during your suspension. Weren't you arguing with and supporting yourself with that 2nd account? The true definition of a sockpuppet.

As far as the rest of the stuff, like calling yourself a loser and having various other problems. I suggest you talk to somebody qualified to deal with this stuff who can help you through all of that. Aside from that, you might want to look into some type of life coach who can help you succeed. People told you from the beginning, you should do less talkin/bragging and listen to some of the advice that was being given. I hope you don't get nuked permanently and hopefully you can use this as some type of learning lesson. Personally I think you need a big sign that reminds you to be more humble.

Whatever happens, I certainly wish you good luck and success.



Thank you but I don't think you have a clue what I'm going though. I'm honestly am not trying to brag. I give credit when credit is due. I am already getting professional help and apparently there is no immediate resolve, just a guess and check game where getting the wrong meds means hell. I don't even think meds are the answer but I'll trying something else if it could make things better. Also Alex, what advice should I take??? You are so wrong sometimes its not even funny. I have done everything right and its still not good enough. I am NEVER going to win a popularity contest, if getting someone to license of sell your games means getting that person to like you I can not do that if my life depends on it. People irritate me beyond belief, sometimes I can not tolerate talking to some of you guys. I am an idiot for thinking I could for myself to hold down a job, I got a job in 2018 and was let go because I prove my boss wrong for the last time. And its not like because I'm suffering I'm crazy and I'm hallucinating like its all in my head. The manager even told me I was right because he didn't care. I don't get along with anyone, I can't its not up to me it's not in my control. I cant help but say whatever comes to my mind. My idea of working with people is literally just working with people. No going to the bar, no stupid jokes. Non of that, Hyneman hated working with Savage for the same reasons but had no issues working with me. That's the kind of work environment I need or else I am not going to even feel safe or secure if there is drama or getting hassled by coworkers. I am incredibly fragile and can only work in a 100% productive environment and would prefer we always stick to the subject matter at hand. Non of your lame jokes or sophisticated insults, just pure work. That work environment doesn't exist so I'm never getting a job. I suffer from panic attacks and have had several on the job. You guys think you can talk a bunch of smack about how my games are all losers because they have no installs but the fact is that nobody can talk until my games have had installs because that's the only point were you can measure success. If any one of my games had a trial run and didn't pass then you guys could talk all the smack you want and I would have to tell myself I failed at evaluating my skills. You can't argue with a games success or failure if it has had the opportunity for success but none of my casino games have.

So I ask again AlexWolf, what advice can you or anyone here give me that would actually help me sell or license my games??? I was thinking was hiring someone to sell my games for me but turns out all the people in this industry that are good at sales don't know anything about how to properly evaluate a casino game :(
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March 8th, 2021 at 2:26:17 AM permalink
Quote: AxelWolf

I suggest you quickly confess to Mike Via PM and he may show some mercy. You broke one of the big NO, NO rules here so you could post during your suspension. Weren't you arguing with and supporting yourself with that 2nd account? The true definition of a sockpuppet.

Whatever happens, I certainly wish you good luck and success.


Coincidentally, I've just PM'd wizard with my assertion that HP was a sock of USPG with 99.5% confidence. I was happy enough to engage in his charade, largely by PM. I've more evidence than that publicly presented.

So. Thank's USPapergames for finally dropping the charade. If I didn't think you had massive personal issues, I'd not hesitate to nuke your ID here. I am not permanently terminating the account, nor deleting content from it. That's for Wizard to decide.

For now. I'm Nuking the sock account HokusPokus, obviously. I'm also suspending USPapergames indefinitely. USPapergames has Wizard's phone number and can use DiversityTomorrow if needs be to plead his case. I would support USPG's eventual reinstatement.

Sorry to see you suspended like this USPapergames. I tried to help you. Mike tried to help you. Axelwolf tried to help you. Many others tried to help.

I wish you good luck and success, too. Remember. You can still plead your case with Mike, by phone, email or through the forum at Diversity Tomorrow
Last edited by: OnceDear on Mar 8, 2021
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March 8th, 2021 at 6:29:34 AM permalink
Quote: OnceDear

Coincidentally, I've just PM'd wizard with my assertion that HP was a sock of USPG with 99.5% confidence. I was happy enough to engage in his charade, largely by PM. I've more evidence than that publicly presented.

So. Thank's USPapergames for finally dropping the charade. If I didn't think you had massive personal issues, I'd not hesitate to nuke your ID here. I am not permanently terminating the account, nor deleting content from it. That's for Wizard to decide.

For now. I'm Nuking the sock account HokusPokus, obviously. I'm also suspending USPapergames indefinitely. USPapergames has Wizard's phone number and can use DiversityTomorrow if needs be to plead his case. I would support USPG's eventual reinstatement.

Sorry to see you suspended like this USPapergames. I tried to help you. Mike tried to help you. Axelwolf tried to help you. Many others tried to help.

I wish you good luck and success, too. Remember. You can still plead your case with Mike, by phone, email or through the forum at Diversity Tomorrow

I sent a copy of my book at no charge to Hocus Pocus, which was obtained fraudulently and deceitfully. In other words, USPG obtained material gain through identity fraud, using the USPS as a vehicle for this fraud. This is now criminal. Please consider these criminal actions and reevaluate your decision to not permanently nuke USPG.
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March 8th, 2021 at 6:54:06 AM permalink
damn is all i have to say
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March 8th, 2021 at 6:59:25 AM permalink
Quote: teliot

I sent a copy of my book at no charge to Hocus Pocus, which was obtained fraudulently and deceitfully. In other words, USPG obtained material gain through identity fraud, using the USPS as a vehicle for this fraud. This is now criminal. Please consider these criminal actions and reevaluate your decision to not permanently nuke USPG.


Hi Teliot,
Thanks for the further info.

If the whole HokusPokus ploy was just to fraudulently obtain a copy of your book, then it was a pretty pathetic crime. If you've ever seen USPG's (now banned) youtube videos, you might understand him better. He has obvious and self admitted 'issues'.

I'm very fortunate in that i have no legal authority in the US. It's not for me to police or report events in 'the real world'. I'm concerned for USPG's mental and physical welfare and apart from suspending his account, I don't wish to further assist him in his urge to self harm.

Mike has a bit of catching up to do, so let's see what he has to say. I doubt Mike will reinstate him and I somewhat doubt if Mike will get involved in any legal action.

Regards,
OD.
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