What can I say? I have been putting this post off for a couple of hours now."
Now I am going to attempt to empathize with your current state of affairs.
I know that others have already expressed their feelings in response to your most recent post.
I see the names, I see the length of involvement in these forums of the posters.
In my relatively short time here I have come to respect those names.
I actually mentioned a few weeks ago, as part of another issue, where is Greasyjohn.
I had noticed your absence. I wondered if you were OK.
Obviously you were not OK, I didn't know.
Life is a beautiful thing, I cannot imagine anything more beautiful.
You have shared some of your life on this little group of forums, an amazing life it sounds like.
For that I send you my thanks, I feel sure others feel the same, many others probably.
I am here today, tomorrow is always an unknown. The same is true for you, for us all.
You get well now, you write here now, you call me if you need (well PM), I have a place in my life that is you.
Best cheers, and a salute, and a prayer, all for you
Youuuuuu MIGHT be a 'rascal' if.......(nevermind ;-)...2F